i haven't submitted anything in a long time, and i have never written a journal so i decided i'd do the easier of the two.


not that i have anything to say.


well, i have a lot to say.

i am possibly the most awkward person ever, and i wish there was a way to figure out why someone is doing something without asking them.

i would do anything to know. jesus.


p.s. today i realized that i could never write a song. there are things or people i want to write about, but i feel like that person, if they read what i wrote, would know it was about them. and i'm not comfortable with that. i feel like i'm so obvious.

i guess i don't like being honest.